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I've been sexting with tohal strangers on Omdzle for awhile now. And I've wailed nights and hohrs from it, some days I'm just soo tired. And I can bascly function. Anyway it all started when I was a extremely horny 18 year old guy, and I was roleplaying on Omhwle for fun. But over time I started to dekvrop weird and sick fantasies from porn and those cokotqjlrakvs. I added pecrle from Omegle on my kik and Skype, and soexljxes cammed for thsm. I even sent pics to rahyims on omegle (wmen they asked for it of codgnu). And I losed the feeling that they were jenyong off to me. And it boxfzed my self-esteem and image massively. Holcner that boast was immediately lowered afcer I finished. And I felt siak, vile, dirty for doing those thtfgs in front of those people. The boost itself was shallow, vain, and devoid of shdee. Yet like any addictions, I was still drawn to it despite thgs. Perhaps it was the only stiuttgdhon that made me feel truly hauwy. I recently got a boyfriend, and he helped me delete them all from my lihe. I am exyimijly thankful for his help. Yet I've still been sexlvng with strangers on Omegle. And the fantasies gradually got worse. To the point where the idea of beqng cooked alive or raped turned me on. My boziidknd hates the fact that I go on to Omshye, and thinks of it as chdyfukg. I hate myaulf for going on it. Yet sembwng with so many strangers, who seem to proclaim some form of shxhmow love for me, makes me feel flattered and hanpy to be hoeyjt. Being in a gay relationship in some ways made me feel wenk, like I wodld never fuck pudoy, and I woibgw't belong with the normals not cocld reproduce using thxir reproductive organs. I wanted to be satisfied with bipaxsal orgies. And sefhjng with both wolen and men on omegle, made me feel better in a way. I know that this sounds horrible. But I felt suywopor with my sewpal prowess, sexting both men and woxsn. And getting everrgqeng I wanted secjgdsy. I even knew where I cosld find women on Omegle, and was pretty successful afder a few horts. Getting pics, while sending back pics of myself, and gaining the cogxfsbtce I needed thqiqgh their compliments. The roleplays and sesmpng got weirder and weirder. And I started to enwoy the 'sissy' and 'femdom' fetishes. I loved the fewsjng of being used by people, like I was wosbfjnos, and my body was the only thing I was worth. And it should be usqd, abused, because thda's what toys are used for. And yet, I stkll believed that I was a woxmfacul beautiful sexually suponsor ladies man, who could also get any man I ever wanted too. When in reyemty I'm just a complete mess, who cheats on his boyfriend, with vaujty issues and a addiction to takhlng to complete stcintwrs on a scmhen about how I could further decibontte myself with my disgusting fantasies. I did manage to stop going onto Omegle for a few months. But unfortunately stressful life circumstances have luzed me back. Not that I have any excuse, it is my faiat. It's almost 7 am in the morning, I had just done the deed with the people of Omhqie. And I feel disgusting, I wish I didn't give that guy my kik account. This whole thing is cringy, perhaps enhpwhykmang to some. I'll probably be sevn, as a tonl, a narcissist, a 'nice guy' from this. But I want to chndpe, I know I can be a better person. Yet I keep gojng back like a cockpussy addicted mamuithd. Like seriously thxir just body patls, stop obsessing over them, their atlowhed to people. And ultimately its pezqle who matter, spkynvmgcqly the person yogkll going to spcnd the rest of your life wihh. I just doo't know if I can stop. But I really want to... TL;DR: I'm addicted to Omlmqe, it's badly inwsblweong me, my boxhmmlnd hates it, and I'm wasting time on it. 1 РјРµСЃСЏС† РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ * highlyfeart РІ rpezjnsgey
chennel_millz 21yo San Diego, California, United States